My life is a mess and I made it that way,
And I always do so I’m the only one to blame.
"In loneliness, the lonely one eats himself; in a crowd, the many eat him. Now choose."
I’m coming to conclusion that I can’t handle a relationship or be in one , cause I’ll find a way to ruin it or to get out of it and just end up causing a lot of stress and useless drama. Though I can’t help miss the little perks of being in a relationship.